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Thursday, December 17, 2015

Thoughts on a Cold December Evening



My sisters and I had just finished singing a beautiful hymn that my brother arranged and the meeting had come to a close. As usual, we tried to duck quickly out of the chapel so we could avoid appearing eager for compliments by lingering. We also wanted to rush out because we were a little embarrassed about the way we sounded, since our practice before church had sounded much better.

Before we could escape through the doors, we saw a stranger approaching. The weathered man with silvery hair and soft, tearful eyes took a moment to grasp for composure before speaking with a tender voice full of emotion: “If the world could hear you sing, there would be no more wars”.

The conviction behind his words was more powerful than the words themselves. Our initial surprise quickly gave way to deep gratitude, and soon we were all fighting to control our own emotions as we sincerely thanked him and quietly left the chapel. He did not hear our imperfections or sense our disappointment in our performance. Instead, he had allowed the message of the music to touch his soul in a profound way.

Although this happened many years ago, I have looked back on the moment many times, especially as the world seems to grow increasingly calloused, irreverent and depressed. It is hard to keep pervasive negativity from seeping into our own hearts and homes, as I have experienced firsthand. However, there is so much beauty in the world as well, if we choose to look for it and refuse to let negative things have all of our attention.

Interestingly enough, it is during this time of year – when freezing wind chills the bones and the sun feels distant and cold – that I feel the most comfort and peace. People seem kinder and more aware of those around them as Christmas approaches, and colorful lights chase off the gloom of foggy nights. The crowning jewel of this season, though, is the music. Beautiful hymns and choral harmonies pay homage to the single individual who is intimately familiar with my pain and your sadness. It is during December that we truly take the time to think of Him and His sacrifice as we join in singing some of the most beautiful words ever written:

“Son of God, love’s pure light!”             “God is not dead, nor doth he sleep”

                                      “Christ, the Savior is born!”   

 “Peace on earth, good will to men"
                                             “Born is the king of Israel”             

“How silently, how silently the wondrous gift is giv’n!” 

                         “Let every heart prepare Him room”     

                                                                             “…take us to heaven to live with Thee there”     

  “O come, thou rod of Jesse, free thine own from Satan’s tyranny”

May we all keep our focus on Christ, even when times get hard. ESPECIALLY when times get hard. He didn’t suffer indescribable pain in the Garden of Gethsemane just to leave us on our own when the challenges of life threaten to overwhelm us. I imagine he is crying right along with us when our tears of sorrow, shame and disappointment fall. The One who has descended below it all knows exactly how to comfort us when no one else can.  

So, I am issuing a challenge to myself and to you this Christmas season and every day after: be like the receptive man in sacrament meeting and look for the moments that can change your heart if you let them. One of my favorite hymns says it most beautifully: 

"O ye beneath life’s crushing load,
Whose forms are bending low,
Who toil along the climbing way
With painful steps and slow;
Look now, for glad and golden hours
Come swiftly on the wing;
Oh rest beside the weary road
And hear the angels sing.

For lo! The days are hastening on
By prophets seen of old,
When with the ever-circling years
Shall come the time foretold,
When the new heaven and earth shall own
The Prince of Peace, their King,
And the whole world send back the song
Which now the angels sing."

 - It Came Upon the Midnight Clear


Merry Christmas!

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